Thursday, September 25, 2014

JAPA

“If there had been only one Buddhist in the woodpile” 
That cynical idealist, realist poet of the people once pondered.
Substitute Waco, Texas with any and all absurdity of violence
Before then, until now and beyond tomorrow

If Isis, the Egyptian mother goddess protector of all
had been in the woodpile in Iraq
could the children have been saved?

the Christians, Yazidi, Sunni,
the young men killed
by black masked executioners
their faces well hidden
                             
Isis: they have taken your name in vain
perverted your purpose.
Could any power prevent mass murder, carnage, brutality? 

Only consciousness can
Not Bodhisattva or saint-like consciousness
But the tiniest bit of wonder before the infinite universe
A modest intimation of human spirit
One clear glimpse of beauty, goodness, love
In an instant might engender compassion
for the pain, suffering and sorrow of "the other"

That glimmer of consciousness might have asked: 
"With my life, here and now, what will I do? 
What do I wish to bring into being, to experience? 

Men of war have ever said thus:
“I will assert and secure my power over the weak and helpless"
through terror, torture, rape and death
Shedding blood of innocents with the arrogance of zeal

Such is the history of the world
a "nightmare from which we are trying to awaken,"
And what will the warriors rule over
these modern hoards at the gates of civilization?

Chaos and devastation?
Keeping watch, lest the same thing befall them
Born of the pain and malice they engendered in others?

No deus ex machina descends upon us.
While the Buddhists wait and meditate
Clapping one hand

Monday, September 1, 2014

MISSING













Parts of me are missing
I don’t know what they are
 or where to look for them
I only sense sometimes--the gaps
spaces that keep me from wholeness

standing under the stars last night
the tide coming in
wind blowing restless
preferring the familiarity of my small room
where I am not reminded of the what I could not name 
in the dark mystery of the infinite. 

Why?
I fold the laundry
wash out the green glass
sweep the leaves from my doorway
 put everything in its place
except the fragments of myself--out there somewhere
or within, so near but
deeper than I can go